亲生，请多指教

I used to think that I couldn’t find it for my entire life – the world is very big, and I walked it slowly, what if I couldn’t meet my loved one?

Since I heard “more than 3 billion men in the world, 700 million men in China, there were plenty of fish in the sea”. It became more and more clear that in normal life, the opposite s*x that we could get familiar with and to developed deep feelings with, was too limited. Too limited until I was prepared to accept people’s matchmaking to find a suitable man, simmer slowly and then ordinarily entered marriage life. But in the unexpected corner of life, perhaps we still could find our better half.

In March 2009, I watched my father being pushed out of the operating room, and I had no idea that the doctor followed behind the bed would be my lifelong’s partner.

I think, in this relationship, I could never surpass Gu Wei. I just followed my heart and followed him all the way, but Gu Wei always had to consider the future for both of us. He always jokingly said, “Lin Zhixiao, I don’t dare make mistakes now.”

This man, who was occasionally deep and childish most of the time, occupied almost my entire point of view about love.

He said: “I will always stay by your side, no matter in good or bad.”

I told him: “Even if life rewinds many times, in spring 2009, I will still fall in love with you at first sight.”